Death and illness happen in the lives of even the nicest people. But not all good people find the strength to fight them.The husband took the child away without being able to see him, the grandfather became terminally ill, the sister's kidneys failed, the beloved man left for another country, complete despair came in his soul. Life became an endless series of problems from which there was no way out. Then the author decided to leave. She sewed the remaining money from the sale of the apartment into her panties pocket and bought a ticket to Canada. One-way ticket.This is a real story about traveling, struggling with difficulties and finding your way. The author visited more than 60 countries, got acquainted with doukhobors and found her vocation in forest therapy.The author believes that there are too many people cut down by circumstances, with extinct eyes, as well as felled trees in the world. She believes that one person can influence the world. Even if first on your own.