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Desi͡atʹ let nazad i͡a vli͡ubilasʹ v parni͡a, s kotorym u nas ne moglo bytʹ nikakogo budushchego. My tshchatelʹno skryvali nash roman vse leto, a potom on brosil meni͡a s razbitym serdt͡sem. Seĭchas u meni͡a krepkiĭ brak, malenʹkiĭ syn i uspeshnyĭ muzh, i i͡a otchai͡anno boi͡usʹ vse ėto poteri͡atʹ iz-za davno zabytoĭ intrizhki i svoego pervogo parni͡a, vnovʹ reshivshego vorvatʹsi͡a v moi͡u ustakanivshui͡usi͡a zhiznʹ.- Ty opi͡atʹ bez priglashenii͡a? - Imenno ėtu frazu i͡a skazala emu togda, i, bez vsi͡akikh somneniĭ, on ėto pomnit.Ego polnye guby rasti͡agivai͡utsi͡a v legkoĭ ukhmylke, v to vremi͡a kak desi͡atʹ let sozhaleniĭ gori͡at na moikh…

Ten years ago, I fell in love with a guy with whom we could have no future. We carefully hid our affair all summer, and then he left me with a broken heart. Now I have a strong marriage, a young son and a successful husband, and I am desperately afraid of losing it all because of a long-forgotten affair and my first boyfriend, who again decided to break into my settled life.— Are you uninvited again? "That's what I said to him then, and no doubt he remembers it.His full lips stretch into a slight grin, while ten years of regrets burn on mine…