Before I left, I asked: "Tell me, do you love me?" You didn't answer for a long time, and then you dropped it stubbornly: "I feel good with you. Is that not enough?" At that moment, I was once again convinced that I was capable of embellishing absolutely everything in a womanly way - my life, the feelings of my beloved man, the world around me. "If you only knew..." is the story of a woman's despair. Which can only be told to the snow-white pages of the diary. This is a story about feelings, doubts, expectations and such fears that most often help to start life anew. . A new edition of the bestseller from the most sincere writer of the East. New design of the series. – A touching story about love, loss and healing, about finding yourself and returning to life after pain. The characters of the book learn to forgive and accept, finding light even in the most difficult trials. – At the very beginning of his career, Elchin Safarli received recognition and support from Nobel Prize winner Orhan Pamuk. – The Bestsellers of Elchin Safarli series. Also read: "Tell me about the sea", "Sweet salt of the Bosphorus", "When I come back, be at home".