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MII͡AI͡A pochti pochuvstvovala vkus svobody. Odnako edinstvennoe, chto i͡a oshchushchai͡u seĭchas, - ėto konet͡s. Poslednie dva goda i͡a pozvoli͡ala vsem vneshnim silam upravli͡atʹ moeĭ zhiznʹi͡u, chuvstvami i golovoĭ, kontrolirovatʹ, kakim dolzhno bytʹ nakazanie za vse moi prostupki. I͡A proshla ispytanie i usvoila urok. I͡A zaplatila po zaslugam i stradala dostatochno dolgo. V kont͡se kont͡sov, dazhe te, kto kogda-to byl obrechën na stradanii͡a, zasluzhivali naĭti svoë schastʹe. OLLIKak daleko ty gotov zaĭti?I͡A zadaval sebe ėtot vopros beschislennoe kolichestvo raz. No dazhe v samykh smelykh mechtakh ne dumal, chto budu goni͡atʹsi͡a za prizrakami iz svoego proshlogo, chtoby poluchitʹ shans spasti nashe budushchee. Ėtomu ne bylo predela. Nikakikh granit͡s. I͡A by perestupil cherez vremi͡a, mir, svoi moralʹnye ustoi. Da i͡a by dazhe obmanul samogo sebi͡a. Itak, kak daleko i͡a by zashël?Otvet vsegda byl prost. I͡A by prozhil t͡selui͡u vechnostʹ pli͡us odin denʹ v unynii.

MIYAYA almost tasted freedom. However, the only thing I feel right now is the end. For the past two years, I've been allowing all external forces to control my life, feelings, and head, and to control what the punishment for all my misdeeds should be. I passed the test and learned my lesson. I've paid what I deserved and I've suffered long enough. After all, even those who were once doomed to suffer deserved to find their happiness. How far are you willing to go?I've asked myself this question countless times. But even in my wildest dreams, I never thought that I would be chasing ghosts from my past to get a chance to save our future. There was no limit to this. No boundaries. I would step over time, the world, and my morals. I would even deceive myself. So, how far would I go?The answer has always been simple. I would have lived forever, plus one day in despondency.