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Spenser Donato. Luchshiĭ drug moego brata. Moĭ malenʹkiĭ gri͡aznyĭ sekret. My poli͡ubili drug druga v shkole "Lankaster". Vstrechalisʹ vtaĭne, ne zhelai͡a, chtoby kto-to ob ėtom uznal. On byl moeĭ pervoĭ li͡ubovʹi͡u, moim zashchitnikom, moim ryt͡sarem v sii͡ai͡ushchikh dospekhakh. My byli sozdany drug dli͡a druga, i i͡a iskrenne verila, chto on navsegda ostanetsi͡a so mnoĭ. No potom i͡a sovershila nemyslimoe i predala ego samym uzhasnym obrazom. I͡A dumala, chto poteri͡ala ego navsegda… Poka i͡a ne uvidela ego na svadʹbe moego brata. Teperʹ on starshe. Bolee zhestokiĭ. Nevynosimo krasivyĭ. Nas po-prezhnemu ti͡anet drug k drugu. No budet li Spenser ri͡adom v tot moment, kogda bolʹshe vsego nuzhen mne? Ili i͡a snova razrushila nashi otnoshenii͡a?

Spencer Donato. My brother's best friend. My dirty little secret. We fell in love at Lancaster High. We met in secret, not wanting anyone to know about it. He was my first love, my protector, my knight in shining armor. We were made for each other, and I sincerely believed that he would stay with me forever. But then I did the unthinkable and betrayed him in the most terrible way. I thought I'd lost him forever.… Until I saw him at my brother's wedding. He's older now. More violent. Unbearably beautiful. We're still attracted to each other. But will Spencer be there when I need him most? Or did I ruin our relationship again?